I wasn't aware of your situation like others are, Leo. It sounds like you just want to vent. When people hit a nerve in trying to address the really unhealthy thoughts and behavior, you shut down.

In support, I want to add that when you are within a society of people who are all on the fringe of reality, it's easy to lose sight of what is healthy. Like when I told you about my temporary engagement experience on this thread, I realized I was a victim of being around only really sketchy people and just wasn't seeing straight because of that.

Plus, I see you are from CA. I have a friend who currently is married but separated and lives in her husband's house with her fiancé. I hate to generalize, but the people I know from LA are in a whole other realm of strange.