My mom is a *****. A ****ing *****. I'm worried she's going to I'm worried for my dad especially. There is so much going on with stuff from my past all colliding. Stuff in the future that is going to be incredibly hard. Stuff in my present I can't calm down. I've never had to take my PRN at work before. I'm so not okay. T isn't for a few more hours and I need it to be now. I wish I could leave work, shouldn't for a few hours because of the PRN. I have to stop spinning.