I had a weird experience today, and this has happened before... I just wanted to see what you thought about it.
I am sophomore in college (a non-traditional student) and while I didn't do too great in school in the past (average grades) I am doing quite well now. Well, I have started to place these expectations on myself. I feel that if I get anything less than an A on anything, it is failure. One class that I have been making good grades in is my Writing 2 class. I typically make A's on everything. Well, I just got back a research paper, and I made an 88% on it because I cited my sources wrong. I felt like a complete idiot. I talked to my teacher after class and told her that I honestly thought that was the way to do it...etc. I told her I was embarrassed by such a silly mistake. She didn't seem to think it was a big deal at all, she told me I was a good writer, and that I should not be worried about it. The problem was, the whole time I was talking to her, I was about to cry. I HATE it when that happens! I get embarrassed or out of my element and all of a sudden I get all nervous to the point that my eyes well up and I can't control the tears. This time I was able to hold back and I don't think she noticed. Thank Goodness. I would have felt like a total loser if I had cried over something like that in front of a professor!
Do you feel like that?
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