First off what do mean by this? I'm so confused what you're talking about on this.

Secondly, I was having mental breakdown obviously for a lot of reasons, but I faced my fears it went well. So I had to post this, because I needed to vent. I am overwhelmed and yes this stuff I said on here is true, but thank you for helping, but I don't know what you were trying to say.

I am going through a lot. I talked to a friend about it and he helped me calm down. Thanks though.