Hi jjgbirder

I'm sorry it's so tough for you right now
The feeling of tiredness........I'm reading that as almost completely physically and emotionally drained.............trying to force your way through..........despite such a heavy weight on you...........??? That or close, or similar, or just the feeling I think a lot of people on here will understand
But you know..........under that I'm majorly impressed by the seeds of actual positivity, if maybe you can begin to feel and nurture them a little more.........??
What you're really saying there is.........."I know I can achieve things, I know that I can and I will get there........in time I will accomplish a lot more........I have it in me..........right now I'm having to slow the pace and I'm doing the best I can right now.........it's not easy but the best I can do............which is really something.........and in time it will get better".
And you know...........that is seriously impressive
So..........massive kudos, and if we can help you on your journey............I think lots of us can empathise with "tough".............it can be real hard at times without some real support..........so great that you're with us at PC

Alison