thank you unaluna , velcro , atat, prec, and mkac . it just seemed like a bunch of you were making fun of people in general who dont use correct grammar and spelling and when i said how i was feeling made fun of and humiliated i was turned into the bad guy as usural for saying anything about how i felt. i know i need to keep my mouth shut because when i get hurt and express it i get jumped on about hurting others . stupid me . i know im not as smart as people here or people in my real life and it is humiliating and it does hurt .