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Old Aug 15, 2016, 05:15 PM
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Yes I've been begging him to research more on my Illnesses... Why he shouldn't bring home alcohol etc. He keeps bringing up the horrible stuff I did that night but he was hitting me too. He says it was self defense and I said "you don't hit a woman back, you restrain them". Who knows maybe I'm in the wrong and expect too much. I did this to myself. It's me who broke up the family. But he expects us to live in seperate homes when he's been my only income since I lost my job due to my illness. I said I'm not going to be with someone who wants to sit back and watch me lose everything

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My wife asked me for a divorce when I was inpatient last time after a SA. I asked her for 6 months in marriage counseling, she agreed and we are 5 months in. Just last week she requested that we talk about "the day". the thing is I just started to talk about it with my T. I told her and our T that I am just starting to work on it personally and I need more time. We will see if that sticks this week.

The thing is, it is hard to explain to others what was going on in your head when that happened. I have tried to explain it to my therapist even and I can't spit it out. And she's trained to listen. It is a hard task, to relate to Muggles.
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