Multiples get embarrassed/exploited where I'm at for everything not remembering being on ssdi double talk transfering thought over thinking bringing forth splitting lost time the memories addiction the day to functioning divorce parenting now being distorted believing the dx....It's been my last 3 yr continuation I mostly rise above it like I ain't got enough to deal with being psychological with dx for 4 years how it would normally deteriorate a system anyway...I m a conspiracy theorist now ....Martin Luther King says non violence so I keep myself alive it was passively deception that's what made it painfully worst