Stayed in my room for almost all of the day. I just couldn't be bothered. Anything good that happens seems to be taken away from me instantly. Every minute seems like an hour, because I'm anxious and really down, yet hypervigilant. My emotions are all over the place, but for some reason I can't cry. I'm numb and bitter. At least I have therapy on Wednesday. I feel like a prisoner locked inside my head. The forum does help though ((HUGS to all))