((((Nightdream))))

I agree with the others. You are a survivor, you're here. I think it's perfectly okay for you to be a little scared. It takes awhile to get over things of this nature. I call it "gunshy"....I am the same way and it's taken me YEARS to get to where I am now, which is a LITTLE better. I feel the same way at times with my husband, but this is self-initiated in my case. I do the things I do because I don't want him to hurt me or I'm scared, not because of anything he did but because of the past. He is the same way, he is a survivor of abuse as well. Sorry if it seems that I'm rambling, just wanted to let you know that you're not alone.

Many blessings sent your way.
Kimberly.