Why can't tomorrow be monday. The vet would be open. Jasmine could get fluids, at least that. It hurts so much sitting here holding her. She looks at me for help. I want to make her feel better. But, i dont know anything else i can do, except hold her and tell her im here and i love her.

She is blind now from diabetes. But i swear, she keeps looking past me. She sees something there. The last time i saw that happen was when i held my grandfathers hand and told him to go ahead and go. That we wll be alright. But, im not ready to tell Jasmine that.

Sorry if i upset anyone. I just had to get this out.