Are there any close friends you can lean on for support? I am in a very similar situation, except that I am lucky that I have a T I can message or email.
I take Ativan prn too now, and I feel it works much better than Klonopin. Klonopin kind of slows things down in general, but it takes a long time to kick in and the change is gradual. I feel the Ativan is much more to the point and the change is drastic. Just yesterday I had to use Ativan and it really really helped me.

Having a close friend that knows you and to whom you can open up to and lean on, is invaluable.