I don’t exactly know where the right place to post this is, but I seriously need to get this out of my chest somewhere. Earlier today, I had a brief moment when I just suddenly fell down.

I was walking inside my room like always with no problem, and the next second I felt like I lost all control of both my body and my mind and collapsed to the floor without even realizing it. I have no idea how long I was lying down, but I remember coming to, as if waking up, and noticing that I was lying on the floor, with no recollection of how it had happened. If it wasn’t for the pain on the back of my head, my shoulders and my left arm, I would have thought it was a dream...

I’ve read that such things can happen to people with severe depression or anxiety issues, but it honestly scared me to death when I properly registered what I had done. This is the first time something like this has happened to me, and I am terrified at the idea that it might happen again. I’ve spent the rest of today constantly supporting myself on anything I can find when walking, in fear that I might just collapse again...