Confused of what i should feel. Angry a bit, then happy feels like i'm loosing it.
I love my 2 babies (5)(2) but sjoh I'm not sure if i can cope. I had my 1st born at 19 not that i would turn back time i love her and her brother to bits. I didn't have time to explore my options and when i see my friends today all enjoying themselves and here i am raising my kids wouldn't change that fact but what i wouldn't give to go and enjoy myself one night where i don't have to explain to hubby where i am going or who the people are greeting me etc. i started early with kids cause i wanted to get out of that house the house where i was in the way, verbally abused and molested as child. IS MY WAY OF THINKING WRONG??????