The changes in my meds have made things soooo much worse. First I was hypomanic which faded into a mixed episode and now my mood is just unpredictable. To top it off my anxiety is wreaking havoc on me and the klonopin is not even helping in the slightest. I feel like I am about to implode. Not coping so well. Left a message on the nurse line a couple of weeks ago and they never called back. Can't get in any sooner to my pdoc. i just don't know how much more of this I can take. I feel like I am going to break down crying and go blastic at the same time. Trying not to interact with anyone so
I don't snap their head off. Have to take my mom to the VA hospital tomorrow which is 2 hours away. I need a hole to climb in. I can't take in anymore outward stimulation.