So I'm getting to the point to where I think I should start my career and get off disability. But I'm terrified to actually do it. When I go online and look up jobs I get extremely stressed and anxious. I have a fear that I'll get a decent job and that I'll get too stressed and have a psychotic break or that I'll get fired and be unable to pay for my medication and treatment. I know that right now I'm living in a safe bubble and I just really don't want to mess it up. I talked to my therapist about it and she says my fears are normal. I'm not really sure what kind of response I'm looking for but any helpful words are appreciated.