so about 20 years ago, before my mental health issues started, i rode a boat at a theme park that traveled around a factory- and it had beautiful animated sceens, fountains, really good sing along music, everything like that

well... i've just found out that the theme park in question is about to close the ride for good on september 6th, and actually it's breaking my heart knowing that my only good memory of childhood (riding around in a stupid little boat) is about to be taken away from me

my mental health journey started when i was 9, so really this memory of the boat is all i have left

and i can't even be their when it closes. for 1, i don't even live in the same area now, and for another my agoraphobia that has limited me for so many years.

i just hate this.. my only childhood memory being destroyed and i don't even have anything to remind me of it