Hi there, I am feeling a lot of anxiety today. I am afraid that my landlord is going to kick me out. I have been drinking and using and now I am pretty sure he knows and I am nervous, This has been the best place that I have lived in a long time. I always self sabotage myself when things start going good for me. I do it every time. So, I am just trying to stay busy instead of worrying about what hasn't happened yet, I am probably being paranoid but I don't think so. Oh well, I think I need to go into a detox or the mental hospital anyway to tell you the truth. So I just thought I would share what is on my mind today. Thanks for listening.