Oh, it worked: good! I couldn't post before, it wouldn't let me.

Other thought I have been mulling is about drama, intensity and re-enactment. Part of what I really value about this T relationship is I feel I have understanding and compassion from him without drama. It doesn't have that crazy push/pull of so much of my past.

I wonder if getting too deep into this will drag us down into drama? Where right now I feel like our relationship (wow, I admit there is on) is sort of protected against all that.

He made a really interesting comment last time when I said I felt so guilty that my 'affair' with XT took so much away from my family. He said maybe it saved it, since I played out all the drama and crazy with her and kept it out of home. I thought that was really interesting.

Sigh. This is a lot to work out.

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