My dx was PD NOS, not BPD, so if I don't read as a normal BPD that is why.

So, where to start.

Before I got all better, I friended and unfriended people on Facebook. My former t told me an inside joke among therapists is that's how they identify borderlines: by how often they unfriend people on Facebook.

That being said, I just found out today that my former best friend's sister blocked me on Facebook. Initially she was very happy I reached out to her but I suspect she talked to her sister who told her I was crazy or something like that. I also offended another former best friend by unfriending her on Facebook for not paying attention to me (this was before 4 rounds of DBT). She was very upset by what I had done, telling me I meant a lot to her and how could I do that to her.

Recently I tried to make an amends to her but she ignored it.

The other best friend ignored me when I tried to add her back as well.

This is the closest I've come to having to make any kind of amends and I have to accept the fact that my two friends don't want to accept me back and the one friend's sister blocked me.

It hurts.

I tried to tell the one that told me I hurt her by unfriending her that I had traits of bpd and that's why I did that but I've dealt with that now but she didn't respond.

Can anyone else relate, have similar experiences?

Please try to be sensitive, I'm feeling a bit vulnerable right now. I know people on this forum can be tough, myself included.

Love to you all.