She's trying her best to help me in anyway that she can but the truth is that I don't want her to because she's doing so excellent and everything she's doing, and I don't want to bring her down. But I know that I am unintentionally hurting her because she's uncertain of our relationship, due to the fact that I am having many issues right now. I am trying my best to work things out in my head and get cleansed...

I tell her to focus on the positive in life and not to worry about this terrible dilemma.
I don't know if there's anything that she can do to help me, especially since her and I cannot talk about the past...
I don't know what else she can do to try to make the situation better. I personally feel that the more people know about what's going on and about her past, the worse it gets for me. This is why I don't feel like seeing a therapist would help.. I would have to bring up everything about her.

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