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I feel like i am about to cry i feel completely hopeless the meds are going to hurt me i feel trapped i cant trust the doctors and this is all my fault everything hurts so much it aches inside i feel like screaming all i can think about is ending everything. It is not safe here the angels are mad and it is all my fault they want me to run i think i should it is too dangerous here the doctors are trying to get into my head i cant stay here.
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I wrote a long ish post but it just got eaten by the internet Brownies, and switched to priority and I'm glad.
Hm, what was I trying to say earlier? I completely forgot. Hopefully I'll remember it before you're back. Try to keep your spirits up, and take the meds. Yes, you can add me to your blacklist, but I hope you won't.
My criminal neighbors are back to triggering me and I hate their guts. There really is a stigma if people like that pos don't get penalized for the crap they do.
ETA we suffer with so much crap and a turd like that thing downstairs gets away with gaslighting and more torture.