School started back Monday-
My parents are strict and since I'm online schooled, I don't get 'sick days'
My depression has been getting worse lately and adding rude teachers who don't really even know how to work the live classes, really doesn't help, ya'know?

My parent's are so used to me getting above C's and I almost didn't pass last year. To say they were angry, well, that would be an understatement. I just wanna lay in bed all day anymore. My parents don't even know how much I've cut down on eating, I can hardly sleep. I kind of have gender dysphoria (I'm genderfliud) But since I'm biologically female and I've said repeatedly that I prefer 'he' or 'they' most of the time (I only really feel like a she when I'm organizing or wearing my skirts) But my Mom insists on calling me a 'she'. And when I say something about it all she says is 'stop'. She doesn't care when other people are like me, so why does it bother her that I prefer 'he' pronouns?

I mean come on my even (kinda rude about this subject) dad calls me 'sir' sometimes.

I got way off topic from what I started with. sorry.