Hi rdgrad15! I can certainly relate to this, but maybe not in the same regard as you. I personally don't get out much, and my social skills are awkward, at best. When I am at a function (church), the people there can mingle and socialize and usually know one another. I tend to find it overwhelming. Even if I do know someone, a quick wave or smile is all they might get from me. I know I give off weird vibes because I'm so closed, but really I'm panicking inside because I have social anxiety and major depression.

Would there happen to be anyone you know that also has anxiety/shyness issues? Perhaps you can reach out to them? I'm sorry I don't have better advice... but just know that you aren't alone.