Whiterage, I'm so sorry these things happened to you. I sought out a good therapist and she's helped me though so many things. My rage is not at the abuser, my Grandfather who has been dead for a long, long time, but the anger is toward my Mother who swept the whole thing under the rug. She continues to babble on how wonderful he was. UGH!

Please be gentle with yourself. None of this is your fault. I'm in your corner and feel free to contact me if you wish. Hugs, Cat