Though it is prevalent on my maternal side of the family, I do not think I am bipolar despite being on a mood stabilizer. And forgive me if I sound uninformed as I probably am.
I've dealt with depression and anxiety for years but due to my negative/sarcastic/sassy/snarky demeanor my doctor seems to think it is a possibility. Is this reasonable? I will admit I am quite irritable and most of the time it is irrational (like strollers drive me crazy, especially men with strollers..) I have never had a manic episode. AND when I am depressed I am still mostly functional but after what I need to do is done, I totally isolate myself and avoid all social interaction.
No one has given me a proper diagnosis besides depression and anxiety. I feel there is more that is wrong as my mood can quickly shift. Sorry if this entire post made zero sense. I am trying to get some feedback on what I truly am so I can solve it instead of this trial and error nonsense (which I know is probably inevitable)
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