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Originally Posted by prefabsprout
Well we are all products of our life experiences, whatever her earlier lifestyle was it will have helped shape who she is today - not necessarily in a negative way either.
Sometimes we can seek people who trigger us as part of our own issues, I don't fully understand why this happens myself but it can. As this is the second girlfriend you have who is ex-sex industry worker maybe this is something that might apply to you (or maybe it is a coincidence).
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Im sorry maybe i said it incorrectly...
Shes the first girlfriend thats worked in a sex industry. What i am trying to say is that i think of her as two separate entities. One entity is her as a person of her past, the bad and indecent person. And the second entity, the goo woman she is today.
So what i am trying to say is... She is one person but In my head, shes two separate entities... But the good her reminds me of the bad her. The better she becomes, the more i see the old her.
Its like having a girlfriend that reminds you of an ex girlfriend. Maybe its the sound of her voice, her physical appearance, maybe they have the same name.... But its a reminder each time...
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