I have been in denial about this for the last five days but I can't bury my head any more. I actually sat in my PDoc's office for 1/2 an hour and we talked. Her first impression is that I am a mess, the good news is that I am not hiding it or pursuing it this time. We came up with a plan to make me sleep, I got some faster acting PRN and my dose of my AAP was increased. Hopefully that does the ticket.
I have good friends, last night while out at a bar I almost made a terrible decision. Thankfully one of my friends was ther to talk me through where my head was at. He also told me nicely that I was talking way to fast and not really making sense. It's funny how feel and real are often so different.
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BP1
OCD
General Anxiety Disorder
Meds:
Clonazapam 1mg 2x daily
Lamictal 50mg
zyprexa 5mg
Prazosin 3mg for night terrors
Best of all I am off of the opiate replacements finally, no more methadone
Almost Famous:
William:
"Penny I need to get this interview and go home"
Penny Lane : "Poof! you are home."
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