I can relate 100% I have been feeling the way you have described for a longtime but, the reason I am this way is due to a long time of being abused as a child and finally ending up with a Traumatic Brain Injury (TBI) and being put in foster care for the rest of my life. I am now 24 years old. I obtained my TBI in 2008 a week before my 16th birthday. Please PM me if you would like to talk about what's going on in your your lifr