Lately I've been having terrible Restless Leg and restless core and whole body. I'm just exhausted lately. I don't think I should take the tiz yet. For some reason I have a physical reaction from it that I never seemed to have before. It's just so creepy. My mind's eye sees the meat falling off the bone with the tiz hangovers i get. That's exactly how it feels.

So I really don't know what I should do. I'm surprised by how well I climbed the interior stairs on Tuesday.

ETA but I was terrified while I was doing it. I get so scared once I'm at the halfway point, knowing I'm stuck if I stop, or falter.

I don't think I can take much more of this. But I don't know what to do.