I had this one female friend from university. You can say we were best friends. And she also acted like an complete idiot when she found out I was gay (the same time I realised it) and also freaked out re. my psychiatric diagnosis. She completely ignored me and just never spoke to me again. And seven years later she wanted to make small talk just out of the blue.. wtf?? Um no I don't think so, when I confronted her about it all she just went back to ignoring me again


I am also super sensitive... and it hurts. Trying to make sense of it all just makes it more confusing.


Maybe I'm also guilty of not accepting other people's apologies. But the ironic thing is when you need them they aren't there, and when they want to be there again you don't need them anymore. Maybe it is harsh but I just don't want to get hurt again.



You need good people in your life... even if it is only one or two. You deserve it. Everyone does.