Thank you guys for your concern

I should have mentioned though, since it seems that I caused a misunderstanding, that I've never had any major health issues whatsoever. Every time I go to my family doctor for a check-up once a year, I'm always told the exact same thing: Everything is perfect. I'm lucky enough to have a close relative who's a doctor, so we managed to make an appointment two hours or so after I made this post. I went just in the case something had actually changed, but in the end it went exactly as expected. I got my blood pressure checked, a blood test, a chest scan, a lot of questions and even a pee test, and they found absolutely nothing wrong with me. Once more, everything was perfect.

My emotional state, on the other hand, is a huge bloody mess. So, in the end, this is the only thing that could have caused it. And this is why it scares me. After almost an entire decade that I've managed to keep my mental problems to myself, I can't have them affecting my everyday life...