I am unsure where to begin. I ended an abusive relationship of 15 years and have sense had many issues and have been in therapy. I was diagnosed with c-ptsd which felt like a blow but looking back I have been dealing with this for years. I guess I wonder if you can ever feel again, there are days but many times I feel detached from life, I do not seem to enjoy it like others. I know for years I would not allow myself to feel joy because it would just be destroyed. I know living as I did has caused this. I just wonder if how I love... will it be enough? Is this normal?