She asked for a trial separation on Tuesday. what is funny is that I almost feel better. I have talked about this alot with my therapist. We/she feels that it is important that I stay stable ie. med compliant, sleep compliant. so that when and if the time comes, it won't be about my illness.

Aside from the last 5 days I have been goo, but started to get hypo over the weekend, thankfully I was able to get some sleep last night. and my meds got switched . Aside from the seroquel hangover, I have hope that I will get through this.