Snuffymc, I'm so sorry for your circumstances. I believe there is a "PTSD" designated forum where you will receive many responses from others with your similar issues.

In the mean time, welcome to PC, and please don't get discouraged. Many have likely not seen your post here.

I don't have resources to name for you, but bet the other forum category will have lots. I was just diagnosed 3 days ago with PTSD, among other things. I'm just now figuring out what it means to me and how I will combat it.

Please don't feel ignored, dear.

FYI: I'm 57, so assuming I'm in your age range. All ages of people are members here.