dusty i know what u mean, to be honest i didnt realise you were still a teen.
i can sympathise with your way of thinking alot, and have. the teacher slept with a pupil? please say i got the wrong end of the stick here, thats interfering with professional boundaries. i think your teachers are on the wrong side of immaturity there. feel free to chat with me anytime u like. i know it is hard to see things from an adult angle at your age, as you cant truly enjoy the things that most do as a kid. im sure one day you will find something to help you. as for me, i cannot wait to become an adult. but at times i can be extremely childish. IMO, most peoples childhood is childish and great because of their niaevete (sp?) and it sucks that u cant just lock up your knowledge for a few hours and just have fun.
take care hunni
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