My upper body is still hurting. I feel depressed that it has not gone away. Also my friend has been away this whole week. Much to my surprise, I seem to be doing OK without him. I just got a message from him asking me if I can pick he and his wife up at the airport this coming Saturday. I'll have to do it. The problem I have is that it's going to be at 11PM (not AM!). It's not that far from where I live. I feel like I owe it to him because, just recently, he gave me some much needed money for myself. It's not a loan, just a helpful gift. And I really needed it!

There are times when I feel like people really appreciate me because I go out for them. I get the feeling that if I couldn't go out for them, then they would not like me. It seems like I go all out for others but hardly anyone is going out for me.