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Thanks for your response. I guess for me the first thing I need to sort out is years of varying voices, spiritual/religious experiences, etc. what has been real and what has not? How much of it was legitimate how much was mental illness how much was -- whatever??? And then I need to find a level of stability where I can access objectivity again (as much as any human being can, LOL) which I have lost, and learn what is and is not myself and from there, how to trust her.
I have a long haul ahead and a lot of hard work. But at this point in my life (almost 40) it's either this or death ... or MORE life in hell ....
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