I have not been taking the usual dose of my Lamictal because I had run out of Insurance and JUST got another job with benefits. I have slowly gone from 150mg to 50mg a day.
I am going to be working in a call center and am having major anxiety about it. So bad that I am crying all the time and even thinking about death again(I will not do it, but the thoughts are there). Sometimes it is so bad that I wish I would just die right there in the training room so I won't have to do mock phone calls with the trainers.
I KNOW that my anxiety level is high since I have slowly decreased the meds, but do I need to tell the job? SHOULD I tell the job?
I don't want them to look at it like I am trying to make excuses, but it is a reality that until I am able to find another doctor, I won't be less anxious.
I just moved to Idaho and don't know anything about laws or giving out information about what meds I am on or even if I should tell them that I am on any.
Any thoughts or ideas would be GREATLY appreciated.