sounds like your leaning towards going back. good to hear. it sounds like you want to feel better and that''s a good thing to want!

one of my favorite links here: http://www.guidetopsychology.com and while I don't agree 100% with everything he says, I like the question and answer section. And in that Q & A section he talks about our childhood and that we can have unresolved issues and unmet needs even if we had good loving parents.