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my intuition has been hijacked by my anxiety

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> I think thats just such an apt way of putting it!

I wanted to get back to you, ... i have had an experience where it feels like something in me died as a result ot therapy. I know thats not exactly what you are saying, but - I believe that, call me an idealist - but that all then energy we have caught up in the disorder should be able to be converted to natural, flowing, passionate, life force. I wont accept anything less, although, I havent achieved it, but I want to try to find out how this can be created, even if I fail, ..... thats what I'd like, for me and for all others who seek healing.
God, I'm off on one again, but then its true in a way.

Maybe its still possible.

((((((((((altered)))))))))))))

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