I don't know what's going on.....whether I'm rapidly cycling or starting to enter a mixed state. Both the manicky symptoms and the feeling of being depressed are both there at once. I am very irritable, super sensitive to things, and I cannot sleep at all. I'm definitely planning on cutting down on caffeine. I took a lot of benzos along with my PM meds to bring me down and.....nothing. My thoughts are racing, and I feel pressured to stay up and do a whole bunch of things, even though I will be getting less than five hours of sleep before work by now. Not sure if I'm going to call out of work or not (at least in the morning), but it might look bad, and I already used a personal day recently when I had car trouble. I'm dreading tomorrow.