"but it literally feels like a million things are racing through my mind and I can't get it to stop"
^Yes, that makes so so much sense. So if it helps you are not alone in that fact.
Maybe you need to go see your Psychologist or perhaps your Psychiatrist again.
I am so sorry you are feeling this way. If you feel you need inpatient then do it. I know your mom won't agree but it's for your life. You need to do what you feel is right.
Sorry if this response isn't of much help.
Sending gentle hugs your way.
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