I've been angry. Last week I was incredibly angry and couldn't find a reason for anything to exist at all. This week, I again feel as though nothing matters at all in this world least of all me. What's different however, is how I feel about that. I feel free. And happy. And the most confident I have felt in a serious amount of time. I feel capable and strong in my brokenness. I feel lighter,and I feel like I will never be the same again. I am renewed.

Even if nothing matters at all and there is zero point to my existence on this earth or a purpose in the existence of said "earth" at all.

Or a porpoise on this earth at all.
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