sorry i'm just so fustrated at myself cause when i was living with her, she was such an irritating roommate (had loud phone calls in the living room, and then just moved all her stuff into the living room cause she said that our alarms would wake her up and she didn't even tell me, i asked my other roommate and she told me. and that was another thing, when there was an issue or anything, she wouldn't talk to me, only the other roommate and that's how i would find out abour stuff. and none of us could ever sit on the couch or have room over there cause her stuff was layed out everywhere. she wouldn't keep her stuff clean or clean up after herself at times to the point where we would have to tell her or just clean up after her cause we had room inspections sometimes, and there's time she made us gets points, which isn't good on the inspections. like it happenes a few times and of course it wasn't just her that got us points sometimes but it was usually her and her stuff. it was just annoyingalso, whenever my other roommate and i would clean before inspections, she never helped, or help do any of the regular weekly chores for that matter, except get our mail and that was it. also, on our last day, i asked if the stuff on the table was hers and she was like "yeah, you can just throw it out," idk it just seemed like she expected me to take it out. and i said "i still have my own things to get done right now, so i can't." and we were supposed to take out any trash left inside and i had to take it all out and throw away/find space to pack things that my other roommate left. and i asked my friends and bf for help. and she stayed in the apartment and just put her part of the trash in the bins that we were gonna take out, and i guess that made sense cause one of us had to stay in case the housing staff was ready to do a final inspection. idk i just now feel like i'm a really ****** person now and i wasn't even trying to piss anyone off, i didn't mean to get a late fee. i guess i'm kinda still mad about those things that happened with her too. i just feel like she wouldn't care about my apology anyway. like, i'm her being the one stressed about this and i doubt she even thinks about it at all. plus, if she really did bock my on ig, i doubt she would ever want to talk to me again.