So I having a hard time talking about this. My psychologist said my tests come back invalid. I knew they would. I'm quite odd. My coping mechanism involves stealing good traits from others and incorporating them into myself. So I'm both social and anti-social. He basically said he doesn't know how to help me. He tried to act like my case wasn't unique but he had nothing to offer me. I'm not surprised. I feel like a freak of nature. I was abused so badly I'm used to pretending like I'm someone else so I can live an ordinary life and function.
I feel like I don't know who I am. Where I belong, I can't see it. I'm fairly depressed at this point and I have no idea what step to take next.
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