I don't hate you, no matter what happened. I didn't **** up from drinking but I did Royaly **** up thanks to not accepting and dealing with my diagnosises of PTSD and BP, I let it get so bad I had nothing. Literally, I had one backpack got on a bus went to a different state alone where I knew no one and was living on the streets.

Until I accepted my illness and started doing the things that would lead to stability I had nothing. It wasn't easy but it is possible.