I have had a good weekend, seen friends, had my daughter here so all the family have been together, had dinner together, talked etc.
Today however I have felt on edge, the slightest thing has made me irritable but I've dealt with it all day, took the dog for a walk with hubby and watched a movie and shared the dinner making with daughter etc. Tonight they were all a bit loud and clowning around which is great, but I felt like hiding away in my room. Huby was catching a few zzz's before work so I couldn't go to my room and I didn't want to go outside by myself so I just sat with them.
I have therapy tomorrow, this could be an underlying worry I suppose, and my daughter is performing with her band at our local football stadium. She is stressed about it and I want to be there for her but can't go until Tuesday (she's performing twice)I hate when she stressed I wish I could go.
My son is performing a drama and has a big part on Wednesday night in a small drama studio in school, I am looking forward to watching him but feel apprehensive about being enclosed in such a small space for 2 hours with lots of people. Sorry to rant, feel better now I've shared it.
Does anyone ever get completely confused about life in general? I ask myself the most bizarre questions and look so deep into everything.

oh well, like I said, sorry it's a rant, I'm ok otherwise lmao.

love, Jinny xoxoxoxoxo