Mouse,

Great posting full of thought provoking comments!

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realised then that my relationship with T is real, because I feel things with her, the space in between us has been born and nutured and is real in that respect.

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Yeah, the space between. I think this is what I perceived when i posted about the chairs seeming closer. When T and I are truly connecting in an intimate way than the space between us feels smaller.

As far as meeting new people, I go in one of two diverse directions. I either glom on and get to know too much about them or I do a 180 degree turn and just shake a hand and move on because I can't bear any more than that. I think I don't really connect though and the "glomming on" happens when I am trying to impress someone for personal gain or security.

Like on my new job during orientation I was the most friendly outgoing person but I didn't really make one close friend. But I am friendly with everyone. Does that make sense? Not one of them know me really.

Thanks for the post.