I will try to keep this short and sweet...So I feel like I'm in a bind with my career and job situation. Ive been at my job for 4 1/2 mths. and now realize that I pretty much hate it. ITS DRAINING ME!! lol The people are great its just a bad fit for my personality. I want to quit but My resume is already flakey my last job i stayed about a 1 1/2 years, split between 2 different states. I want to move to another state but i also don't want to transfer this job anywhere (because I don't want it) and then end up quitting shortly after because that would look really bad. I NOW REALIZE I SHOULD HAVE NEVER TAKEN THIS JOB TO BEGIN WITH.
But if I get a new job then thats means i would have to stay in this city that I don't really want to live in for another 1-2 years to try to stabilize my resume. AND THEN make my move. Im really stressed out and overwhelmed and been dealing with depression and anxiety. I kinda wanna just say screw all this and become a freelance artist (I have savings and some disability income) but i really want my own apt. and to rent an apt. in most cities you have to make 3 times the rent before they will rent to you. So I just feel in a bind and I'm not really sure whats the best route to take. Ive been told i should just quit and move and take my chances finding a new job BUT the job i REALLY want is a sister brand under the company that I already work for!!!so I have a leg up for this job but if i quit it will be harder because i no longer work for the company. If anyone has any piece of advice i would really appreciate it. I just feel like my head is spinning and I don't know what to do anymore.